aimusic.one

I wanna argue, scream, and express my rage,
Need someone who can take it, even when it's not fair.
I want warmth, not just the cold,
Between words that feel empty and old.
Fall asleep in someone's arms, not on a lonely bed,
In dreams, I escape life like a cursed boat instead.
I want to love and be loved, but what does that mean?
What kind of life is this? Desires unanswered, dreams lost in the mist.
Who will pull me from this pit?
When my soul feels heavy, should I just quit?
I drown in fiction, 'cause reality hurts,
Craving happiness while my mind's filled with bursts.
Who will I be? Who will he be?
Will I fade away without love, endlessly?
Wanting love, but all I've got is my dog around,
My loyal shadow, but he can't fill the void, though he's there every day.
I sigh one last time, tears fall from my eyes,
No longer asking "why," just "where were the goodbyes?"
My soul grows heavy, dragging me below,
Maybe love's an illusion, breaking us when we grow.
I'm foolish to think that love is real,
Believing a perfect life is more than just a feel.
But I can't stop wanting, even if it's a dream,
Chasing imperfect stories that tear at the seam.
What kind of life is this?
Desires unanswered, dreams lost in the mist ooo