Suicide Symphony

[Verse]
I sit with a knife at my throat, feeling so low
Tied ropes around my neck before, but couldn't let it all go
So many ways to end it all, but each one I fear
Or can't bring myself to do, drowning in my tears

[Verse 2]
No turning back now, darkness is consuming me
I'm lost in the abyss, longing to be free
The best way out would be a gunshot to the head
I just want to end it all, I've had enough, I dread

[Chorus]
Want to pull the trigger, end this pain, this strife
Escape this world that suffocates me, end my life
But fear and doubt hold me back, can't follow through
Torn between life and death, what am I to do?