Trainwreck

There's a crash in my heart, chaos in my mind
Broken pieces all around, wreckage left behind
Trying to make sense of the mess, but it's all in vain
I'm a trainwreck, lost in the madness and pain

Lost track of time, lost track of who I am
Tried to hold it together, but it all slipped through my hands
Every wrong turn, every mistake, just adds to the regret
I'm a trainwreck, can't seem to break free from this mindset

I'm speeding down a track that leads to nowhere but despair
Trying to derail this train of thought, but it's going nowhere
I'm stuck in this cycle of self-destruction and defeat
I'm a trainwreck, running on a track that leads to my own defeat