Scared

Scared

Emo Rap

01:58

Tekst

Scared

[Chorus]
I give up
I'm so scared
My arms, they shake up in the air
Lost in my own home but I can't give up there

[Verse 1]
I shout and scream at everything that I can be
You do everything you can just to make me not leave
Steal my life and put it on pause, have you taken off your gloves?
Stop me from growing, every day I'm stuck and can't rise above
Stuck in my own home, it's hard to grow
I speak but they still don't wanna know
Trying to expose, stop me from my own growth
Make it my fault, gaslight me about my own thoughts

No true self that I can make out in my mind
I feel buried up to my neck sometimes
Gripping my blade, not trying to spill blood
Especially if it's spilling from the one you try to love
I can't get a grip
Ain't no way to fix it
I just can't believe it
I need to leave it

I can't get a grip
Ain't no way to fix it
I just can't believe it
I need to leave it

[Bridge]
Guilty faces always talking down
I keep on singing even through all the frowns
Silence out my mouth but passion in my veins when I drown
Please just stop saying I'm to blame
I try my hardest every day
But I'm always left last, slain
Ain't no more time to explain
I just don't feel safe.

[Hook]
Buried to my neck in sorrows
Trying to find another time to borrow
Looking up North, there I wonder
If up there I could be another

[Chorus]

[End]