aimusic.one

[Verse]
It's been getting hard to wake up in the morning
Cuz everyday I stop and think, "What if today is the end?"
Imagine the weight of the world resting on top of your shoulders
til you let it all cave in on you

Where do I go?
Is there someone that knows?
Have I lost self-control?
Should I even try anymore?
Then I start to lose hope
In myself even though
I don't care anymore
Let this wind take my soul

[Chorus]
And sometimes I wonder
"Why did this happen to me?"
Because the one thing my heart still can't cope with
Is the time I lost being so far away from my family

And sometimes I wonder
"Why did this happen to me?"
Because the one thing my heart still can't cope with
Is the time I lost being so far away from my family

[Verse]
Yeah it's the source of my anxiety
Cuz I don't feel right without my family
We were busy chasing the American Dream
But who the fuck could've known it would be this heavy?

Be honest though
Did I grow like you hoped?
Have I met your expectations
Cuz I'm dying to know

Because nothing hurts more
than watching you go
Don't wanna be a face in the crowd
I just hope that I made you proud

I'm dying to know
I feel like I'm shit sometimes so I'm starting to cope
Because nothing hurts me more
Than watching my parents go

Because nothing hurts more than watching my mom and dad go

i just wanna make you proud
i know sometimes i can be too loud
but everything i do is to make you proud
so tell me right now, did i make you proud?

[Outro]
Sometimes I wonder
"Why did this happen to me?"
Don't wanna be a face in the crowd
I just hope that I made you proud