[Verse]
When I was just a child of eight, my brother passed away
At thirteen, my sister left, then grandma couldn't stay
Soon after that, my mother passed, leaving me alone
Forced to move by my father's side, a new family to disown

[Verse 2]
Trying to fit in, trying to belong, but never quite the same
Bullied at school, no help in sight, no one to ease the pain
In my early twenties, I left it all behind
But my father's grip, it never slipped, always on my mind

[Chorus]
Lost in the cycle of grief and loss, a life I can't escape
Torn between the past and future, trying to find my shape
Breaking free from toxic ties, finally on my own
No longer a pawn in his game, my true self is shown